✩Hey moon✩

New fluffy poncho

2012-01-28T12:08:00.007+01:00

Right now I'm blogging from a cabin:)

I got asked by some friends to join up to the cabin as a small skitrip. Today almost everyone has left to go skiing while a few of us are still here at the cabin. Everyone's sleeping while I'm blogging >_> I'm bored so I'm allowed to...

I wanted to show you what I FINALLY got. Those who have me on their fb and/or twitter know I've been waiting for this package for a month and a half. I ordered from Treasure Japan and quite honestly I'm dissappointed in their service. First of all it took FOREVER for me to get the package,understanding it was a rush before the New Year's Eve, but I ordered this package in like first week of december. Second they treat their customers differently. I had asked them to do a thing for me,while my friends who have ordered from there before said TJ does that thing for them, TJ did not want to do it for ME. It was really annoying of how differently they treated me. I don't think the way they treat each of their customers differently is going to give them more service.

But w/e. Next time I'm ordering from eurogal or another site. But now onto the package. This was actually a x-mas gift from my bf. But since it didn't arrive in time for x-mas I got another gift from him. But this one I have been drooling over for a while.

Isn't it beautiful?

I got the one in off white color. Didn't really think the brown one was that pretty.

Btw it looks way shorter on me than I thought it would. On the site pictures it looks quite long. And honestly I'm not THAT tall, 166-167cm, but oh well I still love it!

And on me ofc^^

And a random outfit shot from previous day:)

This post was mainly to show you my new poncho:3

Until next time!

before the dawn

2012-01-16T20:12:00.007+01:00

Hellu~:)
I forgot to blog and to say happy new year to you all! Hope 2012 has been good to you so far. I, on the other hand, have the same feeling with 2012 as with 2011. Nothing's changed really. Well my style, sort of. I've been leaning towards the korean fashion lately,especially ulzzang. But ofc I can't be ulzzang since I'm not korean:P so I just take inspo from there.

Also another thing, I've been cooking more and more. Last week my parents left on holiday so I was alone for a week and I took the uppertunity to cook yummy food for myself.

Thai wok with prawns,coconut milk and rice.

I also made hoddeok(Korean pancakes).

And ofc home-made kimchi.

Breakfast with prawns,kimchi and rice.

Uhhhh yeah I should move on so this doesn't turn into a cooking blog:') Got to show you stuff I bought lately.

I also got some stuff from my parents when they were on vacation,but I will post it in the next entry^^

Now onto outfits. Honestly I haven't been dressing interesting or w/e for a while but that's because I'm trying to dress more casually(but cool at the same time?) and trying to find my own style in the casualty...if you know what I mean.

And some random camwhoring....

Uhm not a lot of pics.I have been having a low self-esteeme lately and don't feel pretty tbh. I have considered taking a nose surgery for a long time now. I just need to save up money because I really hate my nose. I have had issues with it since I was 12 and was picked on and people called me a witch and other disgusting stuff. And as I got older I hated it more and more. I want to have a smaller nose. And honestly looking at ulzzang pictures makes me feel worse >_> don't know why I keep doing that to myself. Why I sometimes wish I was a tiny,cute korean girl. lol?

Before-Christmas gets

2011-12-26T16:48:00.005+01:00

I'm posting third day in a row. That's WOW O__O lol
I wanted to show you stuff I got two-three weeks ago but forgot to post it before now. Sorry! I know I'm a bad blogger and I shouldn't be doing it like this but I am lazy sometimes to blog. Besides I was pretty busy with stuff. But I will make it my new year's resolution to blog more often. At least when I have something to blog about.

FIRST
Outfit post

SECOND
I dyed my hair. It's like an ash blonde color but much prettier. My hairdresser is always so spot on with the colors and the haircuts!

Now onto stuff I got.

I am getting addicted to ulzzang/kfashion again.Which is not good since I have such low self-esteeme when I see those pretty girls:( But I like the fashion and make-up(not too heavy,more natural) so I decided to do my make-up more "korean", yesterday.

I liked my make-up so much I camwhored a lot xDD be prepared!

Sooooo....that's about it ehe. I noticed I lost a reader yesterday ;_; Guess it's because of my lack of updates!

Christmas gifts

2011-12-25T21:35:00.007+01:00

Merry x-mas once again^^
I hope you had a lovely christmas eve and keep on having a fun holiday! I myself am starting work again on tuesday,which s fine since I'm sooo bored at home xD I'm used to doing stuff like going to school,working,being with friends, that once I am home all day I get bored easily.

But now I'm going to show you some of the gifts I got from my family and friends!

Our biiiig christmas tree. I got to decorate it all by myself this year!

Gifts for my family and the gift on far right(red) is from my man to me.

THIS ONE:
Omg I would've never guessed I was going to get that from him:DD
For the people who don't know me I am a HUUUUUGE eagle lover!! (along with wolves/wolf dogs). But the most amazing part is that he adopted an eagle for me because they are endangered! I was so happy that I got tears in my eyes >__< He is so thoughtful<3

A really girly and cute watch from my dad as well as a gift card!

UGG boots from my mom and I also got money from her^^

Hair straightener from my brother.Which is very nice since I actually broke my other one:D

A very pretty snow angel from a very good friend of mine! I wanted one since I was little:3

Hello Kitty necklace from another friend! It's so sparkly ><

My mom got this make-up kit from my dad but she doesn't use make-up much so she gave it to me. So far the quality isn't that bad, after all I'm a MAC girl and used to good quality make-up. But I will test it out very soon.

So that's it! I am soooo grateful for all the presents I got! Hope you got what you wished for:)

Merry Christmas!!

2011-12-24T14:23:00.004+01:00

To all my readers I wish you all a Merry Christmas!:D
I'm sitting here packing gifts and listening to old christmas songs. Even though it's raining I finally have a christmas feeling. I'm going to get dolled up later and decorate the christmas tree YAY!

This year I wish for only one thing; happiness in life. But I do appreciate any gifts I get:3

What do you,my lovely readers,wish to get this year?^___^

mini update

2011-11-30T20:46:00.007+01:00

A short short update. Nothing special I'm sorry:(

Love my red coat paired with fake fur collar and thigh high boots. Gives a ladylike feeling no?^^

Two different looks. I swear but my camera takes crappy photos and especially lately when it's dark outside and not enough light!

Cleaned my room the other day and cleaned my nail+deco-den+eyelash drawer:)

Also got a new make-up bag from H&M. It's cute with that bow^^

Aaaaaand today I started tanning again. I feel so pale during winter and I had some cash on my tanning card,that my mom recharged,that I though 15 minutes isn't a lot for a week:)

small and boring update but I guess I say that every entry.
LOL all my entries are boring though! :DD

~<3

Feels like christmas

2011-11-23T22:31:00.004+01:00

Writing from my new Macbook Pro which I got from my family for birthday:)

Sorry I didn't update sooner but I didn't have time because I either doing school work, working, trying to find perfect birthday- and christmas presents or just hanging with my friends. Also I haven't been really inspired to dress up. But when I did dress up(and remembered to snap a pic of it) I took pictures:)

It was surprisingly warm that day I didn't have to wear wool much clothes (sounds so weird -_-')

That's a new shirt I bought. It was so cute and cheap as well. I was really surprised. Love finding cute things for cheap cash:3

Everything is new here. Both the sweater and the skirt. Gives me a xmas-feeling imo. But I will do something to that sweater. It needs cuteness! Btw I’m really happy I fit into a size 36 at H&M….I lost some weight which is good:D

I didn't feel like wearing the new sweater just yet so I changed a bit...

Then a chillax outfit.

My new f-ing cool ring I got from my mum.

ALSO cut my bangs again. It was starting to get long...

Other than that boring life is seriously boring. I need to get my lazy ass, unlazy and have time to dress up(while remembering to snap pictures for you guys!).

~<3

thinking about it

2011-11-03T10:40:00.007+01:00

This must be my fastest update yet.
Yesterday I felt sort of shitty so I ended up doing gyaru make-up again. And I finally tried out my new Dolly Wink lashes. I love them. Honestly I was never a fan of harsh make-up on a daily basis so to me my Diamond lashes were too out there, but the Dolly Wink ones are perfect. I dunno, it made me feel nostalgic about gyaru and everything I loved about it. Although I take inspo now from gyaru I remember when I was all gyaru-fied back in the days. I want go back but at the same time I remember how it was stressfull as well not having the it-items that season. And especially not having the courage nor money to buy from Japan because those EGG girls always had the coolest stuff, and I wanted to have that as well. Besides I was constantly broke. I really save a lot of money not buying all the items the magazines say I "need" to have.

I'll talk more about it further down in the entry but first an outfit and hair pic from day before yesterday:)

Now onto the make-up and outfit. Prepare yourself because I really liked the weather yesterday and the lights made my make-up look even better so there will be a tad of camwhoring:P

The make-up was okey. Nothing special imo. But that's what I wanted. I added purple eyeshadow so it didn't look TOO boring. But all in all it was just plain.
I'm SO not used to wearing lower lashes but got to say, I love not having to stress with mascara xD And this only took me like 30minutes. I seriously though I've lost my touch after qutting gyaru but apparently not.

Told you about the camwhoring:P

As for the outfit. I really REALLY love d.i.a clothes and the style. Especially Yun's. She's my biggest inspo atm even though I don't dress the way. But I'm on the hunt of clothes that are something d.i.a look-a-like.

I found that belt at H&M. I thought it was something d.i.a might have(though it misses some chains and stuff to make it complete) so I bought it. Thought it was a bit tacky but then again, d.i.a is a bit tacky too lol that's why I love it. My man on the other hand isn't fully in love with that kind of style, you know he prefers girls wearing minimalistic...but I'm not like that so yeah:/ I mean I wear girly stuff as well but sometimes I feel like dressing crazy and sexy instead of cute.

I hope I find more stuff I can work into my outfits that are sort of d.i.a inspired. I'll definitely look out for details:)

~baichuu<3

Halloween

2011-11-01T10:15:00.003+01:00

I was suppose to post this on sunday already but waited since I was lazy to update. SORRAY! I won't write so much but show some of my outfits and halloween stuff.

I've been crazy over over knee socks lately. Seriously like everyday. It's great the weather isn't that cold but not too warm which means it's perfect for these kind of socks:)

See something red there? It's a necklace alright! I got this for my birthday. Weekend before last one. I had a blast. First I was taken to a vietnamese restaurant by my man. Btw the food there is AH-MAY-ZING! Then he gave me this cute little box and when I opened it there was this necklace:

He told me it symbolizes our love. And he's right. Not only was it not over-the-top but it was red which I'm into again:)

I often pair it up with this coat. WHICH btw I fixed the buttons and changed them from black to gold:3 Got lots of compliments for it. And a random lady(around 30y) even asked me where I've gotten it xD

Also got me some new sheets!! I finally found the perfect Hello Kitty sheets and also bought the HK pillow and the pink blanket^^

As for halloween. Most people celebrated halloween on the 29th of October which was a saturday. I first went to Oda, Christine and Emile for their halloween party. And there I met Frida, Maria and Erlend again. I had super fun with them but had to go early for another party >_< I promised one of my good friends I would go to her party but I wanted to see those crazyweirdawesome people at the other party first!

Now onto my costume. Guess what I was?:D

Hehe yeah I was a sailor puppet xD The only thing I forgot to make was the strings on the hand and legs and that wood x or cross,whatever it is, to attach the strings to. But oh well.

Hopefully I can post my whole outfit once the pictures are up on fb.

Hope you guys had a nice halloween celebration.

~<3

new layout+recent gets

2011-10-19T12:28:00.000+02:00

As you can see I changed my layout. I made it more simple and clean. For my banner I used a picture of Ogihara Momoko. I especially liked everything on her on this picture so I felt the need to use it.

Anyways I'm sorry for not updating in a while and often but my life has been a chaos lately so I've been really stressed and demotivated to write on my blog. But I promise once my life gets back on feet again I WILL update it more often.
Also I've been thinking on having a small giveway when,or rather IF xD, my blog reaches 100 followers^^

But let's not talk about boring stuff like my life issues and I'll provide you with outfits and some of the things I got lately:)

Been REALLY into crosses again lately. Last time I was into crosses was in my visual kei period. I bought some cool cross earrings but I forgot to take pictures. Will show it another time:D

NEW HAIR
I had some ask blonde extensions that I wanted to match with my hair so I went to my trustworthy hairdresser and asked her to give me stripes. She always does an amazing job with my hair and I'm always satisfied!

Got these flowers from my mom. The scented candle light ,I bought myself and it smells so good!

Been drooling over these wedges for a while. Honestly they're nothing special but for some reason I need them in my life!

I have a review on some products and circle lenses coming up and also halloween stuff so be prepared lol

~<3

summer has ended

2011-09-13T19:35:00.008+02:00

Well I thought I should update with some pictures rather than rant:P

I've been having lots of fun lately,and when not having fun either studying *cough*whilesingingtoGackt*cough*,going to work, working out, taking some me-time or just being lazy!
Today I was in my bed until 3p.m. and just stretching my body out(since it hurts so badly) and being a lazy(sick)ass. Honestly it felt nice.
Time has passed where I was in full tears and sorrow but now...I feel great:D

v(^___^)v

Anyways some camwhore pictures >__>

My mom was on vacation in my home-country and she bought me some extensions. They are sooooo soft but too light for my hair. what I do is I mix the three different colored extensions I have and it works great!

Moving on to outfit pictures.
Honestly I've been really shitty so I forget to take pictures of my outfits but I've started again. I'll make myself stick to that. Maybe it becomes a routine.

Newest to oldest:

WIth that outfit I tried out bohemian-ish hairstyle.
Saw it on Nemoyayo and thought I'd try and fell in love. Been doing it quite often during the summer:)

Lately I've been doing this kind of make-up(excuse the fugly hair)=

And now SOME of new stuff I got:=)

Well not much talking in this entry...guess I'm finally out of words. I bet you guys are happy about it:P

that time has passed. so now what?

2011-09-05T22:28:00.003+02:00

It's time for a change.
My self image is so down right now that I need to do some drastic change. I want to get a tattoo or another piercing.

I know this is weird but I want to show MYSELF first and foremost that I've become tougher.
I don't want to be that sensitive shy girl I was before, because honestly that hasn't gotten me anywhere.
And after the break-up with my bf 3 weeks ago,I'm really hating on every guy out there(well almost). I want to be single and happy with it. But I need something to get my confidence boost up again. I want to do gyaru again and be a carefree girl.

I dunno.

I want a big drastic CHANGE!

falling apart...still.

2011-08-25T22:06:00.004+02:00

So I know I haven't updated in several weeks,or months? I was suppose to post an outfit post with pictures and stuff but I have been really shitty lately, and to make things worse something big happened last week.

Not sure if I have the need yet,or even, the desire to blog about it but all I need now is my friends. I need to go out and have fun instead of sitting in my room and crying like I'd probably do if it wasn't for me trying to be strong.
Honestly, I thought I have gotten over this, this pain, but turns out it's not gone,it's just hidden deep down inside. And this feeling I have, this pain in the heart, I'm only pushing it further down.

It can't be healthy for my body.

I eat once(or nothing at all) for a day, which causes me to collapse even more than before because of my anemia. I haven't eaten properly for a periode of time now and my sleeping cyclus is messed up. Getting up by my self every day at 4 or 5am...

I know I'm not the best person in the world, but I have never meant any harm to anyone and I'm trying to be kind to others. So why do things like this keep happening to me?

manba at desucon

2011-07-07T10:09:00.005+02:00

So this all started with me tanning like a true sweat-chan, before or/and after work...depends on the time I had left. Because to be a true sweat-manba-chan,not only are you sweating on your ass while going tanning, you're also sweating out cash from your wallet.

See how much I had to sweat to get this tan...around 3 times for 20-30minutes.

Anyways,these are my outfits for work. Going to sweat out for cash so I can sweat out some more at the tanning booth.

My new sweating shoes. Well not literally （￣ー￣）

Then comes the day when I reveal the all sweat-chan issues...
DESUCON 6.

I was manba at the fashion show that http://jfash.net/ made for the convention. It went quite well but I hope next year we make it even more better:)

So now I will post pics of my sweaty ass and other people's sweaty asses.

My outfit for the day!

I look pale in these pics but I SWEAR I was tan like shit...seriously!

Fast make-up was done fast. I forgot my Mac palette so had to use Ronja's H&M palette.

I used the same nails that I used last year for the show. Who gives a shit if they are used already.
I did NOT have time to make new ones.

Now with ze people...
Rakel, me and Maria

With Amanda as Yoruichi(Bleach)

Sweaty Ronja and sweaty me:D

On Saturday I went with Amanda to Neo Tokyo because I visit it only once a year to check out magazines, and seriously when I went to the mag section I saw EGG!! Like I was so happy I found the new issues.
They cost like 150kr(19euro, 27$ - I was nice and converted for you foreigners) each which is pretty expensive but I had to buy them!

Well this was like a small update since I haven't updated since june. I want to say I'm sorry for that but I have been working a lot lately and just don't have time nor am I all glam these days.
But I will try to update more often I swear!

sunny days

2011-06-12T19:45:00.005+02:00

I hate rain.
We only had 2 and a half days of sunny days this month. Makes me want to say "f you Bergen" and move back to my home country D:

Anyways since this entry was supposed to be posted 2 times already I will make it short and finally post this :P

First of all. Outfits.

Sort of Okarie inspired outfit:

Then some kind of chillax style...with my new cowboy hat:D

Outfits for work.

This is how it looks after I raid my closet to find the perfect outfit for the day.

Make-up.
I tried Diamond Lash glamorous and honestly they are WAAAAY too dramatic for my taste since lately I've been really into more natural look. I'm going to keep them and wear whenever I want to go tsuyome but I probably won't buy them again any time soon.

Finally started using my Candy Pink lenses:D I LOVE THEM<3

...
moving on.
New stuffff!

I loooooove these shoes.

Got them at my work and god damn for being so high they are so comfy to walk in. BUT since they ARE high as f, I can't walk properly so I need some time to learn lol

got a few more new stuff but I won't make this entry longer than it should be xD

baichuu~

friends?

2011-06-07T11:11:00.005+02:00

I always thought I had friends. And if you look it from one point,I do, but from another, I don't. Well maybe "friends" whom I can hang out with and have a fun time,but not someone I can go to with my problems and ask if they can help in any other way. Even though they say I can tell them everything I doubt they want to help, feels like all they want is to know my secrets.

I was having a conversation with my dad the other day about friends and who your true friends are. I told him; you don't really know who your true friends are until you are in a crisis. And I went on that I was never in that situation where I really REALLY needed a friends' help. Until lately.

I am going to a convention in Oslo, and since all the cheap hotels are booked I'm stuck with expensive ones and since I just started working again I don't have a lot of cash. Well I've been asking people around, including my so called "friends" if they have a spot for me(I would even pay) and turns out it's harder than it seems to get a place. If not I could always bunk with someone at a hotel. No can do.

See...I thought the people I called friends were going to help a friend in need(not the people I met a few times, even though I would say they are friends too just not the closest ones). I mean if one of MY friends were coming to Bergen and telling they can't find any cheap hotels, I would always have a room for them. No need to even pay. Because that's how I'm fucking raised, to be a good person and because I consider you a friend. I'm not saying you have to do me a favor if I did YOU one. No, I'm saying friends help eachother out when they are in deep shit. If you ask for something in return,ofc you can get it from me. I'm a fair and honest person. Just don't stab me in the back if I do you a favor.

Do you know who your true friends are?

aloha

2011-05-16T13:58:00.003+02:00

This is going to be a shorter update than the rest.
First: I got a JOB! finally T_T starting next monday and I'm going t be working from 9-16. It's at a shoe store so I'm glad I got this job:)

Next: I just wanted to show pics of my hair lately and my blue lenses.

My make-up has been really REALLY minimal these past few months, mostly because of hay fever. I can't wear heavy make-up since my eyes tend to itch alot >_>

And my new lenses ofc.

Okey enough with the camwhoring...

Yesterday I was with my bf before I headed home. We went to eat breakfast and later went to mcD's to order a milkshake:3 we sat there a while since it was really windy outside.

See that watch on him, hehe I bought that for him for his birthday:3

Tomorrow is Norway's national day,17th of May. Not sure what I'm going to do in the morning but later I'm going to the amusement park with my bf and hopefully some friends. Hope it doesn't rain:((

~

you stole my heart

2011-05-10T22:44:00.008+02:00

This post is somewhat dedicated to my better half.
You guys have know idea how much he means to me and how surprised and grateful I am that he has stayed with a train wreck like me. And not only that but he has helped me through some really harsh times and I can't thank him enough.

And every time I snap at him because of my rollercoaster-of-emotions I feel really bad for him because I treat him like that. And even after all that he still says he loves me; it makes me want to cry.
He's my everything.

~'I love you to the moon and back'~

Now onto outfit pictures from last saturday's party:

Camwhoring at my bby's place. Lol what are you going to do when you're bored and waiting??? ofc CAMWHORE!

LOL AND ONE MORE THING.
My brother posted this song on his fb...lol it's so addicting that I can't stop listening to it,and apparently neither can my dad xD

more than a present

2011-05-07T12:58:00.003+02:00

Ohoy~

So I wanted to show some outfits to you!
Been a bit cold and not so sunny these two-three days but it's all good:)
It only makes me extra happy when I see sun and warmth!

I curled my hair in a very long time with extensions on, and I really like it. It's so much more gyarufied, but the sad thing is the hair doesn't look so full since I haver thin hair irl :(((

And I got my package from http://www.pinkyparadise.com/ . I ordered two pair of lenses and a pair of diamond lashes. I was going to order a pair of lower lashes as well but I couldn't order them:S

Geo Blue Wing and Candy Pink. I wanted some un-natural contacts and a bit more natural.

I only tried the Blue Wing's. And honestly I wish they were more blue. Since I have dark eyecolor the blue doesn't shine too much which wasn't really what I wanted:/
When it comes to comfort I think they are great. I already have a pair of Geo Honey Wing and I love them:)

Now bikini time. I'm not a girl that likes bikini bottoms since my ass is huge but lately I really wanted a new bikini so why not buy a set:) If I'm not going swimming I might as wel tan on my terrace xD

I found this perfect bikinin that didn't make me look like a fucking elephant.

the real color is the one in above picture, but I kind of wish it was more brown-ish,but it's still pretty:)

I was very fortunate with these pics, I don't look that thin irl...I promise lol xD
Anyways I was broke so I saved up 300kr in two days *cough*parentsborrowedmethemoney*cough* and was determined to buy that one.(btw wasn't too sure if I would put out bikini pics of me but I have watermarked them so...:/)

But yesterday I went out to try new ones and ended up buying(with a little help from my bf) a white one instead.

I'm also thinking about buying this one as well:

What do you think? yes or no?

oh behave

2011-05-02T18:11:00.001+02:00

Sorry guys I didn't update in a while. I've been really REALLY busy with my bachelor assignment and studying for exam. And when I wasn't studying I was being with my friends and bf in the sun(rarely is it this warm in April-May in Norway). So I used my spare time for being out and enjoying the days while I can.

First for the lols

No I'm not bothered by this secret at all. I know I can't have everyone like me, but you know what, I don't care. If people think I look old or ugly or w/e, they can think that. Because let's face it,I'm not the best looking person out there without that make-up on me xD I'm not a person that gets hurt by mean comments coming from people that aren't close to me. If it was a friend or family who said it I'm probably sure I would be really hurt, but it's not so...no caring here.

Second: outfits and hair and stuff. Honeslty I don't want to write much since I've been writing for like a week without any break, so this will be more pics and less text.

Why don't we start with some obvious camwhoring that makes you think I love myself like Oprah loves those cakes.

Oh yeah, that tongue must be out there. Let's just hope nobody draws a penis on it;D Apparently that's the new thing at gyaru_secrets.

Camwhoring is more serious business than fun yo...>_>

laters y'all.

TOKIO

2011-04-16T20:53:00.004+02:00

Been only listening to TOKIO since I rediscovered sorafune. Man I remember I used to LOVE My Boss My Hero,still do though:D

Anyways showing a boring outfit, same as any other day only change of shoes and sort of hairstyle *cough*

I really REALLY wanted to wear my hair like this. But f my long-horse-ass-face is a mess so I can't pull it off ;_;
どうして。どうして私は醜いですか。どうして。(,,#ﾟДﾟ)

Ended up like that above >_> I'm really wondering why my parents didn't disown my ass when I was born. Who on earth wants to keep an ugly child lol?

Blah blah blah got new stuff for spring(rather summer since we fucking have no spring now GRRR)

Earrings and a ring for 40kr at outlet!

bangles for only 10kr at H&M:O bargain!

Love these shorts. So girly,so retro,so in love with it!

I never had a shorts that was this short and tight around the thighs(I hate my thighs so I try to cover them up as much as possible) but this one is actually pretty nice. Not only is it not too tight, it's also short enough for me to actually be able to wear it without looking like a walrus:D

bye.

there's a storm in my head

2011-04-14T21:23:00.009+02:00

The title says it all.
I might tell you guys what it's about, but for now I just want someone to say to me "it's going to be okey" without asking for the reason.

Oh well. I'll give you some pictures so you don't go crazy on me for bringing you down to my level heh *attempt at non-fake-smile*

I went to a second interview with the same store and the boss didn't like my clothes, later I got comments from friends and family saying I was maybe a bit too "exposed". So wearing a fucking skirt and thigh-high boots where you can only see like 5cm of my thighs is fucking EXPOSED? what? am I too fucking sexy for that store? apparently I am if you ask my bf...(not that I mind being sexy:P)

Seriously? I don't think the boss of that store ever liked me. I mean she commented on my accent? Yeah I know I'm not norwegian, I fucking get it, I wrote it down on my application, I even pointed it out several times, so why is there such a need to comment on my accent and vocabulary skills? If I can do my job right and good I don't see why my accent should interfere with my WORKING skills?!

I guess Norway isn't ready for skirts,thigh-high boots and a little skin?

Tuesday's outfit.

Today's outfit.
(I bet she would've loved this outfit...)

Feel like I'm in a muslim country for crying out loud(not dissin' islam but Norway is suppose to be this liberal country yet it sometimes feels like we're still in the 18th century).

Curled my hair...like this I guess. The picture says more than 1000 words.
I look like crap though. But I don't think it's weird considering I've been crying all day yesterday.

whatevs...going to sleep now.

OHEMGEE...

2011-04-11T21:51:00.006+02:00

...laik I'm such a camwhore y'all.

no seriously.

FUCKING HUGE ASS ONE AS WELL!

but you know laik whatevaaa biatches. It's ma blog so yea...

trollololol

I wanted to show you some pics from Sunday.
*enter rebecca black friday song*
:DDDDD

Uhm yeah. I ended up doing my make-up and hair etc. like I used to do it before, tsuyome gal kind of style. I can't believe how much I missed looking like this instead of this cutesy type I've become lately(lot of it has to do with me having a bf and wanting to look more cute for him >_>).
Got some p(orn)ics.

randomoutfitrandomoutfitrandomoutfit

tsuyome gal-ish...I suppose.

my meikuuuu that day(totally said meiku for the all the hypes about the usage of the word:DD)

lol I look like a bitch here:'D
and ma nose is all russian on me!

I is so manly yo. Bitches better recognize!

but you know, all those pics above are photshopped to hell.
What I really look like is this....

randompostisrandom<3

just another outfit post

2011-04-07T13:24:00.002+02:00

Posting some outfit shots I was suppose to post week ago. Wasn't sure if I was going to write a "serious" post or just another random outfit post...guess I ended up with this one.

(click the images for bigger version)

tried with a hat...

New extensions + stuff

2011-03-27T15:59:00.008+02:00

Hello lovelies~
Finally comes the post with new stuff I bought. But before that I wanted to show you something else.

So last week I ordered new hair extensions from hairtrade.com. They arrived and I got them yesterday.

But here's the thing; I ordered darker ones because they didn't seem to have my haircolor so I thought a bit darker won't hurt. When I got them they were more red-brown than dark brown:S how the fuck is that possible? I was really upset.

(my old extensions on the left and new ones on the right. see the huge difference?)

It says gold?

My mom saw me upset and went "can't you mix the old ones with the new ones?" lol I was way too upset to even think about that. So I went ahead and added my old ones and woop it turned out pretty nice:) though I'm still going to color them.

Oh and outfit for the day. I was about to go out to meet my bf.
I felt so girly it was a bit weird lol I was playing with my extensions all day *tard* xD

Usamimi - H&M

Blush and brown pencil eyeliner - MAC

Oxford shoes - Din Sko

Shorts - (left to right) NewYorker and the others from H&M

Everything from NewYorker

Short waisted sweaters - I believe all from H&M

Faux leather jacket - Bik Bok

Cute beige trench coat - H&M

Faux fur foxtail - H&M
(impulse buy,not sure how I feel about it)

cute straw boater hat - Lindex

Very cute flower underwear - NewYorker

Blazer - NewYorker
I f-ing love this buy. I always wanted a blazer but it tends to be too expensive. So when I went to Sweden with my brother I was happy to see NewYorker again(love that store) and saw this blazer only 300kr!

My bf was in amsterdam last week and he bought me presents. It was really sweet of him<3

Can't believe this cost 600kr, seriously it's wow that he would spend that much for a present to me O_O It's body scrub with coconut smell and body butter with coconut and vanilla. The scrub is AH-MAZING! When I used it it hurt a bit(because I have wounds some places) but when I washed it off, man my body felt like silk! Love the gift even more.

And ofc he got me hello kitty lollipops^^ haha he knows me too well:3

baichuu~<3

Outfit update

2011-03-23T19:53:00.006+01:00

As I seem to be on a roll with posting here(I probably won't post for a long time again,typical me) I thought I might as well post some outfit shots~

Been so so so inspired by the retro-girly style lately that I wanted to try it out for myself. I think it's okey but definitely needs work. I have lots of skirts and stuff but can't really wear it when it's freezing,raining and the wind will wipe you off your feet outside:/

On a different note...
I started to use my old extensions again. Remember when I had shorter hair I couldn't wear them since they looked like rat tails? http://dokiri.blogspot.com/2009/07/cream-pie.html
Well my hair has grown since then and I just thought I might see if I can use them again and damn the hair color matches perfectly, not really intended. Though I'm only using them until I get new ones I ordered from here.

But looks good in a ponytail so I wear them quite often now:)

I feel so girly with long hair! Kind of a nice feeling having it this length again.

Oslo in my haaato trollol

2011-03-23T09:37:00.011+01:00

Lying in bed with pains. I was ready to go to school when I decided to stay at home...gonna do some school assigments and later gonna make fries and watch a movie:)

Actually I was suppose to blog about my new stuff I got, but I never finished the entry. Now I got more new stuff but since I'm too lazy to take pictures now I'm just going to blog about the weekend in Oslo for CoutureGals gyaru meet-up~

Saturday

My outfit for the day 1 with the hot Ronja;D

lol the pose was meant as a joke!

Devious minus Ronja(taking the pic) and Christine.

Oda, Ronja, Emilie and Frida.

Oda, me and Ronja.

Frida and Christine.

Me and Ronja(again lol)

Emilie and moi.

With Miriam. I love her style!

Lunch that same day:)

This burger was f-ing delicious!!! It was only 100kr or something I think? but so god damn good, I'm drooling right now just thinking about it xD

It was a party later that night but I didn't take many pictures, took this one of the guys:
I think it turned out really cool with the blue lights:)

Sunday

Outfit for the day.

First we had lunch at Egon. This was my first time eating there because I always thought it was a bit pricey at Egon compared to other restaurants. Anyways I got their club sandwich and it was okey...could've used more spices in the sandwich but I took care of that xD

Maria, Ingvild and Monica.

Almost the whole group:)

Rakel and Juliette(?)

Me and Rebecca.

Rakel. I really liked her outfit that day but most of all, her hair;)

Hege, Lena and Rakel.

Frida and me. Lol a lot of derp pictures of us two but I won't post them xDD

coca cola commercial FTW!

Haha Maria and I were actually saying "AGEPOYO!!" here. Derpaherp pic of me but yeah it was tons of fun. I really liked Maria, she was nothing like I expected her to be. She was much much cooler and really funny!

Manliest men to walk this earth ya know.

Devious shoes. lawl

Have more pictures but I'll keep those for myself:P
Pics are in property of Ronja, Miriam and me!

day before yesterday

2011-02-10T11:15:00.002+01:00

So I heard from Ida that some stores had started selling starbucks coffee.
I myself have never been to starbucks(even though back in 2007 I wanted to go when I was in Paris but never did:/) so I went to Deli de Luca,because I know they tend to sell stuff that other stores don't sell and I happen to find starbucks coffee there:D I'm a huuuuuuuuge fan of mocca so I was like "what the hell I'll try their mocca latte" and damn it's good *O* it tasted like swiss chocolate!

As for the outfit. I went casual, sort of, with black wedges. And my new jacket+jeans+top!
I'm really in love with brown this season. Made me realize how badly I want some Liz Lisa clothes...
My next paycheck will go straight to new lenses,clothes ordered from Japan, and extensions!

baichu~!(ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ

I sit by myself

2011-02-02T21:20:00.004+01:00

Updates have been rather fun lately:'D this is actually the only time I can remember where I have updated more than once a week(or month xD).
anyway...
Bought new stuff. The hairband was actually on sale!! January sale how I love you.

Now on to some outfits^___^

lol have no idea what the hell is up with my foot there...

Yesterday:

Today:

Changed the hairband. The other one kept falling off even if I pinned it down.

I realized I've been more excited with dressing up. Whenever I want inspiration I turn to tumblr and check out gyaru updates:)
And besides, the snow melted like a few weeks ago, and spring is coming, I can sense it!

random pictures random entry

2011-02-01T21:45:00.003+01:00

Hellu. Random entry needs some random shots of random things(meaning me:'D).
wohoo I feel like a "selvdigger"(meaning loving yourself)...
:O

baichuu~

Awesomeness of the week

2011-01-20T20:46:00.006+01:00

So I've been shopping a bit for shoes. Was trying to find the perfect high heeled shoes I can walk on. When I stumbled upon these:Seriously the best fucking shoes I have. They are comfortable AND god damn hot! They cost me like 500kr which is a bit since I only have 2500kr left, 1500 for school+school books and 1000kr for ticket to Oslo for GYARU ME2! So not the best time to buy shoes but I had to have them *drool*

Then yesterday I came home and mom bought me these shoes. Like what? they are so cute and I've been really into brown and beige lately so these shoes are like perfect for spring^^

Also needed new purses and bags:)

This kind of made me cry.
I payed 900kr for this Guess bag. I mean yeah I love but a bit too much for a bag, though it was on sale from 1800kr O_O

now onto the outfits...

Yesterday's outfit:

wore my new shoes.

Today's outfit:

been better with updating on outfits. And finally started cordinating well again,especially with jeans. Those new shoes make my legs look skinny so problem solved xD
All I need now is a new camera since mine is an asshole. If I shake even a bit it takes crappy picture. GAWD why can't I have ONE decent camera around....

Kind of lazy week

2011-01-16T17:34:00.005+01:00

Having a cold(and haven't started school yet) means you would rather sleep until late, than get up early to get dolled up....just to end up not doing anything other than sit home and watch television and/or be on the computer.

But for some days I managed to get myself out of the house. Which is actually one of my resolutions. Being at home,in my room, makes me all depressed so I decided to go out as often as I can! Hopefully my life will be an experience or two richer and I will be happy again.

Anyways I only have like two outfits since all the other pictures are on my cell phone,and the bitch STILL won't transfer my pics onto the pc....

later changed into shorts since I can sit then however I want:P

I was actually going to my bf's. We had a "date". Made sushi together(which was shitloads,ended up eating less than half of it xD) and later went to the movies. Not too casual with the top...I dunno, I wanted to be cute and all which I think I kind of failed since I'm not cute. But you know,trying and failing makes you a better learner I guess lol

f-ing rad ring no?:D

Yeah that's it I guess.
But omfg I hate that I can't seem to put an interesting outfit together. Seriously my inspiration level is like 100% but my closet is failing so hard. I mostly have spring/summer clothes. Wish for the winter to go away. It's been raining and then snowing,raining and then snowing some more. It ends up being all slippery and cold outside so I can't even wear my cute shoes and clothes=(

*sigh*
Spring will hopefully come soon!

favourite outfit pics from popteen,ranzuki and egg

2011-01-05T18:42:00.004+01:00

Happy New Year!
I hope you guys have had a fun year so far! For me New Years Eve was the most fun night I've had in a long long time. Which is quite sad really.

But on the down side....
I'm lying here in my bed,sick.
My chest hurts,my cough is ridiculously painful and I'm shaking from the fever. This must be the worst week. While I'm doing nothing than being a lazy girl I wanted to post some of the outfits I really liked in popteen,ranzuki and egg(forgot to add ageha's top outfits).

Ranzuki January 2011

I especially love the far left and second left outfits. It's so girly and cute!

Popteen December 2010

Mizukitty is so darn cute,everything she wears suits her. But I got to say that from this issue I basically liked only four outfits that I'd love to wear myself. Think #1 favourite from here is the one with the red boots(second from the left). It's so casual yet so gorgeous with the boots and the bag matching! I always had a thing for red boots:)

Egg January 2011

Well it's no secret that Egg is my favourite magazine. Though I have been sort of disappointed with their 4 or 5 magazines during fall(so boring -.-''),but I can see they've gotten better for winter. Street snaps are always a fun look-to-find-inspiration,especially in this issue. I've seen lots of outfits I wouldn't mind having myself. Like the one with the leopard coat and those hot boots. What made me like this outfit was mostly her hair. It goes so well with the rest of the outfit.

I've found inspiration again to make a better gyaru. I'm also trying to curl my stupid grey wig and wear it more often. And I also need new circle lenses. Thinking about getting blue and pink ones:D

Can't wait to get better so I can dress up again.Only wish the weather wasn't this shitty!

christmas outfit

2010-12-25T16:59:00.004+01:00

So today is the first day of christmas(to me at least). I wanted to dress up prettier than usual but I felt so god damn ugly that I almost gave up. I seriously am in crisis of new clothes.
Anyways I changed the outfit three times before actually deciding to keep the last one.

I tried doing red-lips trend that's been going for a while. Though my lips are really small compared to the japanese girls. So what I did was add a small amount of the red lipstick so it looks red-pink-ish insted of fire-red(lol fire red?). I think it works with my skin color (which is fucking paper white these days because of lack of iron in the blood and the winter *grr*).

Outfits:

Here I tried a bit of onee/glam/mode look. I don't know.
It looks a bit too grown up on me but I like feeling sexy sometimes as well, without being too flashy with my body:)

Guess that's all. My bf is coming home next week, can't wait to see him again. We're gonna spend new years together^O^

the biggest spam alive

2010-12-23T22:43:00.009+01:00

Reason why I will be spamming this entry with shitloads of pictures is because my stupid ass cellphone-cable decided "I'm gonna stop transferring your pictures to computer because I'm just that fucking shitty". Thank you. So I tried and tried and nothing worked until one time it finally could transfer pictures again then it stopped again, so I only got like some outfit pictures. Now I started using my digital camera again(which sucks but not as much as my crappy cellphone).

Outfit for a birthday party:

and make-up:

Tried a different hairstyle. I never looked good with a bun but actually lately it's been looking pretty okey:) Been really inspired by popteen to do different hairstyles!

Oh and did I mention I colored my hair?:'D It's brown now. It was soooooo dark at the beginning but the color faded out once I washed my hair several times. Now it's like,light brown/reddish color? it's not as ugly as it sounds xD

Also tried out a bit heavier make-up,this was just a test so no fake lashes or anything.

Or the more natural look? I always loved Kumiko's bangs(the only thing I like about her btw). So I tried to curl them like hers. What do you think?

New stuff I bought and got for christmas(and non-christmas things).

And nails. I made it to look like the white purple(tips) is fading into a white color.

This was a x-mas gift from my bf:3 isn't it so cute? and it's so fluffy. I feel kind of guilty because I opened the gift a day before christmas doh. I also got another present but I won't tell you what it is because it's personal(yet so sweet)*heart*

I hope you all have an amazing christmas and get what you wanted. Enjoy it with your loved ones,eat a lot of food(but not too much so it doesn't stick to the ass;D),play in the snow, and have lots of fun for the holidays~

even if you scream nobody will hear you

2010-12-07T21:31:00.004+01:00

I don't know why I'm writing this in my blog. My hands just won't stop typing. Maybe it's my inner self. While I don't want anyone to feel like I'm feeling now I kind of get "comfort" by knowing I'm not the only one suffering from this. I know it's a cruel thing to say and think, but I actually get a bit better knowing this. Knowing how there's somebody out there who can sympathize with me,who knows what I'm going through, who knows the exact feelings that I'm having when I feel like I've reached the bottom. A person who's life has turned to worse because of this.

Maybe you're asking "Why don't you get help?". If it was only that simple. When I feel like my world has reached its point I don't really care about doing anything except lying in my bed with all kinds of depressing thoughts. I am demotivated. Looking for help is the last thing I think about. When morning comes I usually am okey,not the best but okey,so I think "I don't need help, I'm okey:)" but actually...I'm lying to myself.

I hate how this has made an affect on my relationship with my closest ones. I'm basically a closed book. They ask if I'm okey and I reply "I'm fine",when in reality I'm not fine nor will I ever be because my life isn't as fun as easy as it should be.

There are things that my depression has caused me to do, which I never wish for my dear friends and family to know because of the feeling I will be looked at as mentally unstable. I just wish sometimes they'd know so they would help me somehow, even though I don't want to trouble them.

I'm screaming for help in silence.

My right hand has a life of its own

2010-11-27T12:23:00.007+01:00

Seriously it does. Just check most of my head-shot pics...

As usual some outfit shots.

Been into Popteen lately. Mostly because of Okarie and her cute style,she is soooo adorable. So I tried a mix of Liz Lisa and Popteen look I guess? Dunno how I feel about it, I'm not that cute type but I realized my style has been changing lately. The dress and the vest are new:'D Both 50% off, SCORE!
What do you guys think?

Later I changed to something more "comfortable" and warmer xD It's been ice cold in Norway for a while now. Brrrr but still no snow where I live,awesome!!

rendezvous

2010-11-23T11:19:00.006+01:00

I'd love to show you my outfit for halloween, but I didn't take pics that day because I was in a hurry for the party. As for the other pictures taken of me at the party,they kind of suck so I won't post them. If you have me on facebook then I guess you've already seen them.
Wanted to show my make-up and hair from that day though. oh btw I was a fairy,original no?;D

with a small tiara:)
(same fake smile lol)

Small picspam of outfits.

And omg I found this ohsoamazinglygorgeous cardigan at h&m with fur(fake ofc) around the hood. OMG wanted it but cost like 500kr,waaaaay too expensive for a cardigan/sweater.

so.freaking.soooft *_*

sup with my right hand on every single face shot?!

new stuff

2010-11-22T21:27:00.006+01:00

Just wanted to post some of the new stuff I got for my birthday and bought myself:)

Will be updating quite soon with outfits and stuff. But I am kind of busy atm because of the exams next week så this week it's just study study and study some more!

Halloween

2010-10-29T23:06:00.004+02:00

Who's going to celebrate Halloween this year? And are you going to a party or just staying in with popcorn and scary movies?:)

This year, like the rest of them, I'm going to a party. I was a pirate last year and year before that a witch. How...original. This year; it's nothing new that my originality still blows.

Can you guess what I'm gonna go as?;D here's some clues.

Tomorrow,or the day after tomorrow, I'll post pics of my outfit! And I hope others do too because I want to see what people have dressed up as!

Dancing stars

2010-10-28T21:39:00.005+02:00

CAMWHORING!!

I look so wasted...hangover from Saturday perhaps?
Anyways new "bear pussy"(what we call it in norwegian, "bjørnefitte" lol) hat I got from my mom for my b-day. I will show you more stuff in later post.

not gyaru make-up, I realize that. But these days I really REALLY don't feel like dressing up or anything. Been feeling pretty shitty again. So yeah,natural make-up I guess.

I look so pretty it hurts.

Having dress-like-a-boy-days lately as well. Or more like dress-like-a-sloppy-hobo-boy-days?
Either way,I kind of like it. Not my normal wear but it's nice to feel comfortabel sometimes too,no? btw that jacket is also a gift from my mom:)

new layout+english

2010-10-21T22:40:00.004+02:00

Sooooo....

I decided to blog in english from now on. Reason being; I wanted to keep blogging in norwegian but when I looked at my followers,most of them seem to be international.
I do apologize for the mistakes I will be making in english, but hey as long as you understand me right?

(lol if people are wondering why I keep using this pic all over the place, it's because I like the make-up here xD)

First:
I made a new layout,FINALLY! I've been so lazy with making a new one. And I started making a new banner and the whole thing got lost when I,stupid stupid stupid,decided not to save. My PS got ass-fucked and erased everything, shutting itself down. So I just made a simple banner because I didn't have the patience to start all over again.

Second:
Turning 20 this Saturday, not really fun. I want to stay 19 forever. I mean this is the best year, I'm still a teenager but at the same time I'm more adult...ish? Well you get the picture.

Third:
Seriously considering going to Tsukicon in Helsinki to see Aina and Yumachi. Damn but money issue is such a bitch. I need a job.

Fourth:
New hair:

(I'm gonna dye it again quite soon, even though I like this haircolor I want to change it again)

Fifth:
....
on to the make-up and outfits for the past few weeks. Not many since I was sort of lazy with taking pictures.

make-up:

Outfits:

Details:

Hello Hello

2010-10-04T16:13:00.003+02:00

Kan jeg bare si jeg blir helt fuzzy inside når jeg hører og ser denne MV'en. Akkurat det jeg trengte i dag. Takk SHINee!

Gravity is pulling me down.

2010-10-03T20:12:00.007+02:00

La merke jeg har vært i en brainfart modus og har ikke oppdatert her på 2-3 måneder?
Det er litt gale men jeg har hatt det så hektisk i det siste. Har faktisk eksamen i morgen så istedet for å lese sitter jeg og blogger? great. Med sånn holdning blir det flaks at jeg består.
Ney nå overdriver jeg, har nå lest en god del og føler meg relativt klar(heller at jeg vil bli ferdig med driten) så har jeg eksamen på onsdag også. Og etter det tar jeg meg fri for uken for så å jobbe intenst uken etter der igjen. Føles som at livet går i en slags sirkel. Har vært litt glad igjen i noen dager men så ble det bare masse bullshit i livet igjen også er det på bunn igjen.

Det er akkurat som at noen vil ikke jeg skal være glad. Er det virkelig mye å forlange? Og ikke nok med det men jeg har vurdert å droppe japansken helt. Det er så mye stress at jeg har rett og slett ikke motivasjon for skole engang. Sørgelig.

Whatever, this shit is getting old...så!...
Jeg vil vise noen nye ting.

Blondekjole - H&M

Singlet/topp - H&M

Jakke - Vintage(nesten helt ny da)

Blondeskjørt - H&M (veldig like den hvite kjolen)

Leggvarmere - Lindex

Klokke - gave

Belte - offbrand.

Strømper - Lindex

Hale...greie - Weekday

Cosmic Love's First Giveaway

2010-09-27T19:18:00.003+02:00

Endelig joiner jeg en giveaway. Hvorvidt jeg vinner vet jeg ikke,skal ikke håpe for mye, men skulle gjerne vunnet:)

~Entry here~

neymen enda et innlegg.

2010-07-20T19:53:00.012+02:00

Poster noen antrekksbilder.
Ingenting spesielt(som alltid) men jeg begynner å like mine simple antrekk...litt i hvertfall.

Skjorte: Cubus
Vest: H&M
Shorts: H&M

Topp: H&M
Shorts: H&M
Smykke: gave

Cardigan: H&M
Topp: Bik Bok
Shorts: H&M
Accessories: H&M,Morris,Glitter og gave

Håret var ganske simpelt men ikke så kjedelig som alltid xD
Jeg addet et hårbånd for å gi en mer tsuyome gal touch. Helt ærlig vet jeg ikke helt om jeg passer hårbånd men elsker å gå med det.
Hva synes dere?:)

Sminken var litt tonet ned. Jeg begynner å bli for simpel med klærne,håret og sminken.
Men jeg går ikke ut så ofte så ingen vits i å kle meg opp ekstra når jeg skal bare slække hjemme,er det vel?!

Åja glemte jeg å si, jeg farget og klippet håret mitt for noen uker siden. Se så blond, og med sølv/grå skjær!

Nye shoppingsinnkjøp

2010-07-18T22:13:00.008+02:00

Lenge siden med oppdatering men vil vise noen ting jeg kjøpte:)
Ville kjøpt flere ting men er blakk which sucks siden det er salg nå alle steder *gråte*.
Bik Bok hadde 1/2 pris av 1/2 på varer ugggggh T_T

Topp fra H&M

Skjorte/tunika-ting fra H&M

Cardigan fra H&M

Vest fra H&M

Denim kjole fra Bik Bok

Kjole/lang genser. Husker ikke hva butikken heter.

Maxi kjole fra Voice of Europe

Hello Kitty kjole-greie fra H&M

Også fra H&M

Og noen ting jeg kjøpte på desucon.

Versailles t-skjorte<3

Gloomy Bear poter. 50kr for en,bargain!

Har ikke fått brukt maxi kjolen min ennå så gleder meg til det blir varmt nok!

Yeah...ney? okey ney.

2010-06-17T00:10:00.003+02:00

Jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal skrive,det er så mye som skjer nå. Har noen bilder som jeg vil poste men har aldri fått tid til den posten. Vært ute i nesten hele forrige uke. Like greit, da er tankene mine et annet sted. Slipper å tenke så mye. Av og til skulle jeg ønske jeg var en hjernedød bimbo som fikk alt servert på en sølvfat. Da ville verden sett mye greiere ut, ikke sant?

Hey emo, skal du kutte deg selv nå?

Jeg hater å fortelle folk om meg og mine problemer,spesielt ukjente folk. Men jeg bryr meg ikke lenger, dette er min blogg. Don't like it, fuck you, gå et annet sted hvis du vil lese hvordan en jente som veier 40kg vil ned til 20kg, om dietten hennes, hva hun gjorde på festen forrige helg(sikkert horet seg),om den kjekke gutten hun møtte, bla bla bla.

Jeg har bare sluttet å gi faen i alt. Menneskene rundt meg, vennene mine, familien min, verden....alt gir meg en deprimert følelse og jeg kjenner jeg begynner å bli syk igjen av dette. Har hatt for mange emo-sammenbrudd, jeg har sluttet å telle.

Hva kalles det? mentalt syk eller emosjonelt ustabil?

bais

2010-06-02T21:54:00.007+02:00

Var på shopping i går med noen venninner. Fikk kjøpt inn ting jeg trengte. Må kjøpe flere av de blomster greiene, hawaii pynt I suppose det kalles? Det turkise skal være en del av parykken;D

Hawaii pynt
Bomulls-greie xD
Neglelakk i forskjellige farger
Dream matte mousse
Hawaii-inspirert hårpynt
Armbånd i forksjellige farger
Falske vipper (trenger flere av disse)
Falske negler(ikke på bilde)

Mens vi loket litt på Lagunen fant jeg denne SVÆRE Hello Kittien:O

Og etter 6 (mer sikkert) timer skulle vi spise men jeg ville ha noe billig xDD så vi endte opp med å spise på mac'en >> ehehe usunn mat som faen men jeg bestilte en kylling burger og appelsin juice så var litt fornøyd med meg selv.
Oh haiz vi henger på mac'en lol?

Så...
Ville vise kjapt hvordan jeg skal KANSKJE ha manba sminken min på desu. Ikke sikker om jeg skal gå for heavy eller litt nedtona manba. Litt dilemma.

Antrekk fra den siste tiden. Har blitt så lat med å ta bilder av antrekkene mine og poste dem. It's not like they're special or anything anyways.

Topp: n/a
Shorts: H&M
Sko: Din Sko
Bag: n/a

Topp: Cubus
Shorts: H&M
Genser: n/a
Over-kne sokker: Lindex

#3

Onepiece: n/a
Jakke: Carlings
Sko: Din Sko
Bag: n/a

Noen antrekk som jeg vurder å ha på Versailles konserten.
Er ennå ikke sikker det med rosene i håret,skal kanskje ha eyepatch men fikset versjon.
Problemet ligger mer i bukse delen, vet ikke hva som er finest.

eller...

Jaja får bare se det ann.

Sommerferie!

2010-05-15T20:34:00.011+02:00

Så, ferie siden den 19=O herlighet dagene før eksamen var sykt intense. Det gikk i dette, basically hver dag:

ØVE ØVE ØVE

CAMHORE LITT (bored duuuh)
ØVE ØVE ØVE MER!

Nå er det sommerferie og jeg har slappet av samtidig som jeg har hatt det travelt. Være med venner, gjøre ferdig antrekkene til desucon, søke deltidsjobb, søke skole i Japan til neste år....stress. I tillegg til at den ene eksamenen var noe kødd med, UiB er så jævli faggot. Orker ikke å fortelle det men det er i hvertfall ikke det jeg trengte nå, nå som det er disse karakterene som teller til neste års søking.

BLA BLA BLA

Var på konfirmasjon for noen uker siden. Elsker kjolen, men da vinden blåste så var det skikkelig Marylin Monroe øyeblikk ehehe

Skoene er uuungh, fikk av mamma. Men skulle ønske de var svarte og ikke hvite da:/

Kjedelig innlegg er kjedelig xD bør VIRKELIG bli flinkere med å oppdatere og ikke være lat.

6 dager igjen

2010-05-14T09:59:00.008+02:00

Skulle egentlig poste dette før, men fikk ikke til pga siste innlegget.

Så ja, ikke lenge til. Jeg må si jeg kjenner lettelsen allerede nå men jeg kan ikke late ennå.

6 dager igjen så er jeg ferdig med dette semesteret. Tidlig sommerferie har jeg aldri hatt(hvis man ser vekk fra russetiden i fjor).
Tror jeg skal fete meg opp på sjokolade rett etter den siste eksamenen, få kviser på trynet og bli feit og vakker og fornøyd med livet, ihvertfall frem til neste semester begynner^^

Materielle ting hjelper i hvertfall litt når man er nede.
Rosa sminke børste, Lindex.
Saint Germain leppestift, MAC.
Well Dressed blush, MAC.
sminke svamper, H&M.

Fant også noen kjempefine plagg på H&M, vurderte å kjøpe men de er visst utsolgt for de nå.
ELSKER denne blå kjolen.

~~

Var med noen venner ut på by'n for noen uker siden. Det er ikke ofte jeg er ute,foretrekker private fest men har savnet å gå ut litt. Det var kjempekos~

Antrekks bilder
#1
Jakke: Carlings
Kjole: Cubus
Belte: Pimkie
Støvler: -
Veske: Indiska

#2
Jakke: Carlings
T-skjorte: H&M (gutteavdeling)
Shorts: H&M
Støvler: -
Bag: -
Solbriller: H&M
Smykke: Bik Bok
Klokke: gave

#3

T-skjorte: H&M (gutteavdeling)
Shorts: H&M
Smykke: Bik Bok
Klokke: *heart*

Tja gått mye i kjedelige(og veldig like) antrekk. Forhåpentligvis får jeg inspirasjon tilbake til å faktisk prøve igjen.

Skal bli flinkere med bloggingen. Tror det skal være mål for meg. Mest fordi når jeg kjeder meg liker jeg å lese mine egne blogg-innlegg(av og til) for å se hvordan livet mitt har gått opp og ned, hvordan jeg har forandret meg stilmessig osv.

Heysann depresjon, nå fuck off

2010-05-07T22:30:00.005+02:00

NO MEANS FUCKING NO OKEY! LEAVE ME BE!
You can go and knock on someone else's door thank you.

Nok er nok. Seriøst det er like før jeg bare gir opp på alt.
Ingenting er slik det var. Hvis jeg er ikke deprimert for én ting er det alltid noe annet som gjør humøret mitt enda verre enn det det er. Jeg sover lenge og orker ikke å gå på forelesningene, orker ikke eksamen nå, og orker ikke å være så sosial lenger.

Ikke bare det men jeg har vært veldig følelsesløs i en lang periode nå. Hjertet mitt tåler ikke mer av det kaoset som skjer i livet mitt, eller rettere sagt den har gitt opp for lengst å bry seg om noe som helst, å være lykkelig eller trist over noe. Føler jeg har grått ut all sorgen min og spesielt all lykken jeg hadde en gang i livet.

Det har blitt så ekstremt at jeg har begynt å såre folk jeg er mest glad i, bare fordi Anja vil være en smarting som tror hun gjør det for det beste av andre. Ney smarting,det kalles for idiotisme.

Jeg trenger fri fra verden eller en psykolog, hva koster minst?

I will never lose sight

2010-04-08T16:45:00.006+02:00

Sorry jeg har ikke skrevet her en stund nå,blitt hintet av Grete at jeg har ikke skrevet noe her på flere uker. Men kort fortalt; Livet mitt er på bunn akkurat nå av forskjellige grunner.Jeg vet ikke hvorvidt jeg vil skrive det her, men håper bare at ting blir bedre etterhvert.

Var på tivoli med venner for noen uker siden.
Vi hadde det kjempegøyt, beste vennegjengen jeg har hatt:)

Har egentlig veldig lite å skrive nå beklager men...jeg skal ikke glemme å oppdatere~

Noen antrekk bare for old times sake;D
Det har vært tights og topper i det siste...tights er så komfortable og jeg elsker å ha en lang t-skjorte over dem!

Nr.1

Topp/kjole: Cubus
Tights: H&M (klippet i)
Jakke: Carlings
Smykke: Bik Bok
Veske: -

Nr.2
Topp under: Bik Bok
T-skjorte: Gina Tricot
Tights: Lindex
Jakke: Carlings
Smykke: Bik Bok
Sko: Din Sko

Nr.3

Cardigan: Cubus
Tights: H&M
Jakke: Carlings
Smykke: Morris
Sko: Økonomi Sko

Ganske like antrekk men jeg elsker skinnjakken min og tights~

bare litt

2010-03-24T18:43:00.010+01:00

Jeg mangler bare litt for å klikke fullstendig. Med andre ord, man vil IKKE være på den dårlige siden min i dag!I dag var jeg "syk", vel syk som i at kroppen verket, hadde hodepine, like før jeg kastet opp, and on top of everything hadde jeg kramper. Whoever said being a woman is fun/good/w/e, can go and stick a shovel up his/her ass. THANK YOU!

Okey end of pissed-off-rant.

Jeg har funnet ut når jeg pynter meg når jeg er syk, så blir verden glad igjen!
fra dette (love my monkey pose;D)

til dette

til dette
Ney jeg fant virkelig ikke ut hvordan jeg skulle ha håret. også jeg begynner å tro løse vipper hater meg. De ser absolutt HIDEOUS ut på meg,eller rettere sagt, man kan ikke se dem!

Helt ærlig ser jeg ut som en 30-åring når jeg krøller det korte håret mitt så mye og sminker meg gyaru-stil++++at jeg er blek som faen.
SEE WHAT I MEAN?!??!?!?

~Her er noen kjedelig antrekk lovelies~

På tirsdag:

Jakke: Vero Moda
T-skjorte: H&M-gutteavdeling
Topp: Bik Bok
Tights(med glidelås på siden): H&M
Støvler: -

I dag:

Topp: Bik Bok
Topp(rosa): Cubus
Tights: Cubus
Halsbånd: mamma sitt

SÅ
Dere vet at denne sesongen har tights vært inn igjen, og de finnes i alle former og fasonger. Men jeg fant ikke visse tights i butikkene her. Tights som har blitt revet/klippet opp foran på lårene og beina. Så smarte meg kjøpte et par vanlige på H&M for 70kr og klippet de selv:D er veldig fornøyd hvordan de ble:
Var litt vanskelig å bestemme meg helt hvordan jeg vill ha de men tenkte,sånt mønster dekker og avslører akkurat nok;D

Ja jeg er klar over at denne posten var lang,men hva annet skal jeg gjøre liksom?!

Det regner

2010-03-10T19:01:00.008+01:00

Det har regnet litt i disse få dagene, ikke mye men litt i hvertfall.

Trodde jeg aldri kom til å si dette men...jeg liker at det regner nå! Hvorfor? Jo fordi snøen smelter,temperaturen er ikke så lav lenger og vel, det er kanskje litt vått men alt er bedre enn snø!!!
Dessuten er det Bergen det er snakk om her, vi folka er vant med regn(fint vær også da);D

8.mars var det kvinnedagen for de som ikke visste det. Og vel en bukett med roser passer perfekt til det~

Åh glemte å si, jeg klippet lugg for ikke så lenge siden:
Skulle ha det mer rett, men tror jeg faila litt lol er så vant med å ha lugg på skrått enn rett over pannen.

Noen antrekk fra denne uken. Huff jeg føler jeg kler meg mer og mer kjedelig for hver dag D: not good!

Nr.1
Topp: Bik Bok
Cardigan: Gina Tricot
Skjørt: H&M
Smykke: Morris

Nr.2
Topp: Cubus
Cardigan: Cubus
Tights: Lindex
Over-kne støvler: Økonomi Sko
Hårsløyfe: H&M

Studieuke=/=Vinterferie

2010-03-03T16:13:00.007+01:00

Denne uken har jeg ikke forelesninger, bortsett fra i morgen. Men å si at det er vinterferie for meg er litt på kanten.
Har holdt på med pensum-lesing hele uken, men samtidig klart å skvise inn å være med folk og shoppe:D
Tjente litt penger og fikk kjøpt meg noen fine ting:3

Skjørt med striper, fra H&M.

Lang skjorte fra Cubus.

Lang beige cardigan fra Cubus.

Skinny jeans fra Cubus.

Kjole/onepiece-ting fra Cubus.

Det er så morsomt hvor mye klær jeg har, som er fra Cubus xD Det er enten Cubus,Gina Tricot eller Bik Bok det går i. Har liksom mistet sansens for H&M sine klær nå for tiden, får håpe de får inn noen lekre ting til sommeren:)

Antrekk fra denne uken:
Jakke: -
Topp: Cubus
Skjørt: Gina Tricot
Halskjede: Glitter

Har gått mer i den naturlige looken, sort of. Så i Popteen at det er mer fokus på liquid liner over og bare falske vipper nede(ikke noe liner). Bortsett fra at jeg trenger ikke falske vipper nede hvis ikke jeg vil se too much ut:P

Nå skal jeg spise denne gode middagen her:'D (som jeg har laget nesten hver dag nå xD)
Ris, kylling og grønnsaker med soyasaus, yummy no?

Linser,negler og antrekk

2010-02-18T23:01:00.011+01:00

Forrige uke fikk jeg linsene mine som jeg hadde bestilt gjennom gruppebestillingen på http://jfash.net/ forumet. Denne gang ville jeg ha to par linser som så mer naturlig ut på meg enn de grønne. Jeg bestilte Geo Honey Wing Brown og Geo Angel Grey.

Honey Wing Brown

Geo Angel Grey

Honestly ELSKER jeg Honey Wingsene men ble pittelitt skuffet over Angel Grey fordi de er mer svarte/mørke grønne enn grå:S
Er også litt bummed out for at jeg ikke hadde bestilt Geo Angel Green i tillegg,de var jo kickass:'D

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Fikset også neglene mine. De er ikke noe spesielt fine, er så ideløs nå for tiden at jeg brukte mitt minst artistiske design.

Antrekk fra forrige uke:)

Nr.1
Jakke: Vero Moda
T-Skjorte: Gina Tricot
Shorts: H&M
Sko: Din Sko

Sminke:

Nr.2

Gense: Gina Tricot
Skjørt: Gina Tricot
Tights: Cubus
Halskjed: -

Med linsene på og krøllet hår. Har ikke krøllet håret mitt på evig lenge.
Jeg elsker lengden på håret mitt nå~

Jeg ser evig blek ut =__='' på tide å ta tan igjen...gleder meg til vår!
~

Så var det fredag igjen

2010-02-12T19:52:00.009+01:00

Og jeg sitter inne og prøver å finne ut mening med livet lol
Føler nesten hver fredag er en sånn dag der jeg er ferdig med familimiddagen og ligger på sengen min, hører enten på zelda musikk eller enya xD
Er ikke i en akkurat happy-go-lucky humør nå så det eneste som hjelper er musikk.

Forrige helg hadde noen venninner av meg bursdag. 3 stykker feiret sammen. Jeg bestemte meg for å være endelig brave enough og gå i manba/banba inspirert antrekk I guess.
De ble ikke skremt lol siden de er cosplayere:P

Lørdag:

Skjorte: H&M
Topp: Bik Bok
Shorts: H&M
Tights: Lindex
Hode sjal ting: gave
Accessories: Glitter, Bik Bok, H&M og Morris.

Onsdag:

Kjole: Gina Tricot
Cardigan: Cubus
Belte: Cubus
Tights: Lindex

Sminke:

Haha har ikke hatt rød lebestift etter jeg sluttet å cosse Madame Red...og det ser ut som den har begynt å komme tilbake så jeg prøvde meg.

hva synes dere? ney eller yay? xD

Isn't she lovely

2010-01-26T21:28:00.011+01:00

For å summere opp hvordan jeg har hatt det i det siste, herlig.
Det har vært noen kjedelige dager dog men har blitt kjent med nye folk som har snudd livet mitt til det bedre og har vært mer sosial, noe jeg trengte. Vinteren er så deprimerende men med en gang jeg er med folka så blir jeg så glad igjen~
Og en viss person som har gjort det ekstra kjekt:3

Håper ting fortsetter å være sånn, for jeg er full av happy feelings!

Elsker parykken min enda mer. Har nå begynt å eksperimentere litt med den så den blir bedre for hver gang jeg bruker den:D

Antrekk rundown

Nr. 1

Topp/kjoleting: Gina Tricot
Skjørt: Gina Tricot
Tights: Lindex

Satt håret i musefletter dagen før og dagen etter så det slik ut:

Nr.2
T-skjorte: Gina Tricot
Hettegenser: Cubus
Shorts: H&M
Belte: Gina Tricot
Tights: Lindex
Leggvarmere: Cubus

Håret var satt opp i en fake side hawk eller hva det kalles, husker jeg gikk ofte med det i sommeren men den har blit så populær i det siste at jeg tenkte, kan like godt prøve meg igjen.

Anyways
I det siste har jeg sminket meg mindre enn før, mest fordi jeg ville ta en pause fra å ha caked-up øyne med løse vipper og svart liner. Så det har gått mer på farger og naturlig sminke.

Så noen ting jeg kjøpte til meg selv og noen ting jeg fikk~

Fikk denne herlige Friis vesken av mamma, følte meg litt skyldig i etterkant fordi den var litt dyr men ifølge mamma er dette en sen bursdagsgave til meg:'D

PS
VIL VIL VIL HA DENNE!!!!! (nvm armen,den var retarded)

vel that's it for now.
Må bli flink til å oppdatere oftere.
~

blond,blondere og blondest?

2010-01-14T11:48:00.006+01:00

På tirsdag tok jeg striper i håret.
Den hårfargen jeg hadde før var mer gulaktig fordi jeg fikk det gjort hjemme og jeg ville jo ha skikkelig fake blondt hår da!!
Så jeg spurte Eirin hvor mye det kostet for å få det fikset.
Vogue heter salongen. Selv trodde jeg det skulle være svindyrt men det er faktisk ikke så gale priser, i tillegg til at jeg fikk det billigere siden jeg er så VIP lol neyda Eirin er en lærling så det funker jo fett for både henne og meg:'D

Klar til ovnen lol

Man kan ikke se fargen så bra her men tro meg, det er MYE bedre!

Og siden jeg kom hjem rundt åtte tiden var det ikke noe mat igjen til meg xD
Måtte nøye meg med Shin Ramyun nudler~nam nam nam!!!!!!
~

Godt nytt år!

2010-01-01T02:10:00.011+01:00

Kanskje litt sein men men...bare en fort liten oppdatering.
Håper dere har hatt det gøyt på nyttårsaften og i ferien:)

Jeg hadde kjøpt en del ting før nyttårsaften som denne shortsen, men den brukte jeg på festen før nyttårsaften.

Skulle bruke dette på Gretes nyttårsfest men....

...ble syk xD my herlighets good luck.

lol sjekk ut den "I <3 Roar" t-skjorten xD I am bad!

Da var det hjemme, i sengen med feber og kjede seg wohoo. Leste ut Fairy Tail xD
nyttårsaften 2010 bør være bedre enn dette her ass -__-''

GOD JUL~

2009-12-22T23:19:00.018+01:00

Håper dere har hatt en fin jul så langt og at det har vært NOEN snille barn i år!
Jeg vet jeg har, så nissen kom tidlig med noe spesielt fint til meg(note at jeg er nissen her lol).

Greit....ikke så VELDIG fint men noe jeg måtte kjøpe!
Det er scary hvordan jeg blir fort fristet av ting, spesielt når man har penger igjen etter at alle julegavene har blitt kjøpt.

Antrekk i dag:

Hettegenser: Cubus
Topp: Bik Bok
Shorts: H&M
Leggvarmere: Cubus
Smykke: gave

Så må jeg ikke glemme mine søte Hello Kitty tøfler:'D!

beste shot av sminken i dag -__-'' med andre ord,crappy bilde.
Ikke noe ekstra HOMG fint, var mer for å kle meg comfy men likevel litt fint.

det var en kort oppdatering~